Breathe In..... Breathe Out

It's kind of like "Three Little Birds", Bob Marley. "Don't worry about a thing because everything little thing gonna be alrite". It's not easy to keep this mentality and it does not mean not to care.The way I take it is, to maintain you cool when everything seems like it's falling apart. This man I met, he was my ex-girlfriends mother's boyfriend, I did not understand him at all. He was always in a good mood, never getting upset. Being brought up by an Italian family where we react with such emotion, such hate at moments and seconds later such love, this was not normal to me. We went to New York and the vallet scratched his BMW car, still no anger, he just took pictures of the scratch for his insurance or something. I must add, he was a very intellegent man, a lawyer, a very wealthy lawyer. At that moment it didn't completely set in, but as time progressed, I noticed I didn't want to be always getting upset and angry. It's like all Italians do sometimes is complain, for real. Who really wants to here someone continuously bitching? So I almost idolize this man, even though I have not seen him since. It is not really him exactly but his peronality, his attitude that I admire. So till this day, I've been working on it. When I'm on a job and running late, or as my dad always would get upset, when I can't find something I maitain composure. By being aware of my own actions, and continually reminding my self stay calm it's alrite, it will work out, or keep compsure; I have transformed myself.